Get things of my chest and Move on..

Well, i had my first exam today!
it is great!
still and three more to write!
my week is booked!
which is great!
never had a day where I'm book constantly.

That's why i want to find a new group of friends.
I'm rumbling on about how i hate people, wait scratch that!
I"m rumbling on about How i Hate girls in my group!
I dislike girls whom are clingy!
I have a friend name Taylor.
yes, she is clingy! She needs people to be around her when she doing her work after school
but won't wait for people to finish their work, even after promising them she would.
and excuses she gives is, you leave so near!
Thanks.your such a great friend.
I would always help her in her tech work,
and when i ask her for help, the respond she gives is "I don't Know!"
it seems like she wants me too fail
so she can succeed.
hopefully, i can boost to her about getting a better mark than
she got!
You should wonder why your on my hated list of Friends lined up in front of Carrissa!

The next thing about Taylor is that,
she somehow would talk in her baby voices when talking to us.
I don't why, maybe she trying to act cute.
but i don't see cute at all!
Her hair is flat as hell.
and i didn't want to offend her, and i put it in a nice way that i wanted to do her hair
but she didn't get that, she looks really bad.
Her hair is never pretty!even when she says it is!

I would laugh at people sometimes,
but not take it to heart! and i would laugh along with people
if they make fun of me. But she gets all pissy and starts threatening me.
even though, she not saying it for real. I don't like it at all!
I mean where is your sense of humor, just laugh along!
I can go on about how i hate all of them!
actually i will!

Harindar is always getting mood swings.
It is like she has permanent Period!
i hate it when she gets her mood swings she gets annoying!
She hates how Charissa dresses.
Thinks you have to dress a certain way to fit in!
I know she does, but hey that's why your like everybody else.
Other than your skin color.

Charissa is this new girl from Alberta whom thinks she all that!
When in reality, she is not.
She boost to be really smart.
When i ask her to help me with math questions
her answer was "I dont Know".
She rolls her eyes at me when i tell her i need to go in for math help!
She is even getting an 86 in Careers.
Calming to not care about that class.
Complains about not given enough work,
but when given alot, she didn't even hand them in on time!
Her dressing is like :OMG!!
It is unqiue ya, but like sometimes she goes over!
I even get embarrass standing next to her
and I'm not even dressed in what she is wearing!
That's how bad it is!

Overall, i can say this much!
I wish you guys would get over yourself.
Not think it is always about you!

I also dislike when people say their really lazy
or make up excuses, though, i do it sometimes to people i dont like!
but, i never say i'm lazy when a friend needs me.
So quit whining and grow up!
Cause, in the real world, there is no whining!

That's why sometimes i really am happy,
i have my asian crowd.
Cause the Canadians crowd, really need to open their eyes
and look at the world.

That's why i want to find a new group of friends.
Overall, I'm alright with them some days but some days
ARGH!!!
I feel better now, that i got that out!

I love you, my best Friend

So, i just found out that Poppy died on Friday..

So this post is For her..

Because she passed away, made me regret so many things
I didn't even get to say goodbye..
and now, all i want to do is fly back
and bury her myself..

I wish i was given more time spend with her.
If i were back in singapore
i would have known that she was sick
because she is family and you know
when family is sick..

I should have known that something was going to happen
because i had bad luck all of today..
But i guess that puppy is going to be in a better place now

You were there for me and i will miss you!
Though, i didn;t say goodbye..
I really hope you know i love you alot!
Though, i really wish you waited 3 more weeks
till i got home.:(

R.I.P Puppy girl, 29 May 09.

Disaster strucks but no brightside

Have you had so much homework that you didnt know where to start?
Well, i have.
This weekend is going to be long!yes!
but it comes with a price!
Firstly
-Math homework, test on wed
-Math assignment due on Thur
-History visual presentation
-history test friday
-Careers who am i poster
-history presentation

All due next week..
and the best part of all, i have track on thursday!!
and what am i going to do?

im so hungry and frustrated!
i looked like a nerd carrying my books.

Over with the depressing part..
and on to the good news!
There is a guy that i have a major crush on!
only thing, he is my friend's brother
and teacher son!

great right?
But he has the greatest eyes..
and cool smile!
We have had a 0.05 sec moment
well, i think that,i don't know about him!

He is so nice, that yesterday,
he accepted to say happy birthday to a girl.
even without asking for anything!
and usually guys would say
"if i did that, what would you do for me?"
i was upset, because i was sitting next to the girl who asked him
I didn't even want to know who has a crush on him!
if only that girl didnt sat beside me!

I'm going to miss him so much over the summer!
:(
I have even said a word to him before!
Though we cheer for each other during races..
i know i do, don't know about him
BUT!
There is one thing i know for sure, he knows my name!!:):):):)

HOME!

GUESS WHAT DARLINGS!!

IM HOME IN 50 DAYS!!!

I had the weirdest dream last night..
i dreamt i was back in Singapore..
and i didn't even make it out the airport!
and i woke up!

Don't you hate it, when you dream of something
and you get to the most exciting part..
and suddenly you just wake up..
your mum or your dad!

always happens to me,
and that only comes one in a life time!
Someone should invent this dictator thing
which shows that we are dreaming about something good
and shouldn't be woken up!

Well, im pretty happy with myself today because
i manage to do 3200m out of the 4400m!
my times were pretty good too..
i did 450 for the first 1000m
and 530 for the second 1000m

and 149 for 400m and better and worst
for the last two!!
coolness righto!

Theories of the day

MY HUNDRED POST!!
DOESN'T EVEN SEEM LIKE IT!

I'm really so bored
to bored to even blog.

I can blog of two cute guys though!
And Misha's soon to be boyfriend

I would Post their pictures
but then i would sound like a creep
and a dude i want to hook misha up

He is American, and too hot to be a nice dude!
if he is hot and is nice, he must be gay!

what do you think of that theory?

So i had three boys living with me, for 3 weeks..
too bad it was my cousins!
i would scream, if 3 hotties lived with me, but that won't be reality!

Drove me Nuts..
ihate people who don't finish their food,
i always think of the poor people who live in AISA and Africa..
My cousins wasted so much food!

Another thing that pissed me off, is that playhouse disney..
hate watching that channel..
Had to watch it, since i was force too.
I was watching it, and thinking how dumb it is!
and then i thought to myself.

They teach kids to avoid strangers, to count..
But, why in the world won't they teach kids
that they have to finish their food!

Cause my four year old cousin asked me
"why do i always have to finish my dinner"
because he wanted oreos..!
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?

Who would ask that?
Why in the world would you ask that?

Don't you know, that you have too!
there is no reason!
IT IS like asking why do i have to eat..!?

People here, aren't as smart as they look!
the worst people you get people are the ones who love to act like blondes!

Really when you have the answer in front of you..
why would you ask the question again..
like really?
is it that funny to be stupid!?

Lastly, the greatest theory given to me:
"Don't let anyone put you down on the things you want to do or not the greatest,
as long as you got heart in doing it, your the best"

well gotta do math homework!

I <3 Jenna Jameson

Creepy to be hearting Jenna Jameson..
you will see why.
IM NO LES,FYI
Who is this Jenna Jameson, im talking about.
The Guys would be "i know her."
The Girls must be scratching their head, thinking wtf is this Jenna girl..

HERE SHE IS

Now

Then

I think she looks really pretty Now,

then she look then.

So, what makes her famous and why only guys would know her.
It is because she the world FAMOUS PORNSTAR!
Why am i blogging about her.
Well, you have to be Patience.

Just, to let you know, i wasn't watching PORN!
I SWEAR!!

So, this is how i found out about her.
I was watching Simple Life, and she was in it.
My Brother was like that Jenna Jameson
and I'm ask him who is that?

Though, it did RING a bell, because i saw her on some reality show
in which she starred in it.

cause she looked so different
And I was thinking to myself omg, she looks so pretty now!
and my brother was said, you know she no longer a porn star

I was thinking why isn't she a pornstar
but i just left it there.

I was searching for the Fred videos one day,
and Tyra Banks with him appeared..
At the sides showed others and
this one of Sasha Grey was in it.

This girl is NUTS!
She like 18 and SHE THINK BEING A PORNSTAR IS GREAT!.
Go watch it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxUq_zzvAaA

Anyway, there was a link of Jenna Jameson,
25 Reasons why no one should be a pornstar.

When i read it, i was like so shocked!

This two hot-shot are like the most arrogant guys ever
we have MR Wesley Snipes who asked her " Do you like it up the ass"!
and Bruce Willis who makes-out with her for 30seconds straight and walks off.



I was so shocked when i goggled them and found it was them!
But Ms Jameson, had her pride, she totally ditched them!
Good For her!

The other thing is that they aren't given any respect
in that industry, the guys don't respect you, neither does the other people.
Even if,your FAMOUS and won so many award, for best porn!

The girls are really bitchy to each other, but like house bunny, and
Lohan House they seems LIKE FRIENDS! but i forgot IT's TV!!

The sad thing about how girls go into the Porn industry,
is when something cruel happens to them during their childhood
and this is what happened to Jenna Jameson.

But, she quit the Industry, and The best part is she said"I would never want my daughter to follow in my footsteps"!and now, she has to twin boys!

She wrote a book about the life of a pornstar. How to make love like a pornstar: A Cautionary Tale.And of course, i want to buy it.


AND NO, it doesnt teach you how to make love, it is a FREAKING AUTOBIORGAPHY!
as, the title may mislead you..

And Guess what Singapore has banned the book!No suprise there, i guess, i just have to look for it here!

Inside scoop on her book.READ IT,DONT READ IT
http://antipornographyactivist.blogspot.com/2007/07/jenna-jamesons-twenty-five-good-reasons.html

Just to let the dudes know, that, it may look like the couples are very passionate in the porn videos, but they actually aren`t that passionate.Imagine yourself having sex with an ugly girl with all your friends watching!?

AHUH, That's what i thought!

Rin On The RoX and Fred!

Rin On The RoX, dont you think it is such a cool band name
well, it is baiscally form
by two girls
name ERIN and Roxanne.
wow-la it gives you Rin on the Rox.

I have a feeling that they will become famous soon!
Their pipes (Voice) are sweet! and they were on Ellen Degeneres

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eR0-c4VrM9U

They are always singing in the bathroom!
what a place to be singing eh?
but hey!
We all do it!




Next, we have FRED aka Lucas
Fred is a 6year old kid
Lucas is the actor and so very hot!

I was over at friends the first time i saw him
and didn't think much about him.
He appeared as a guest star on Icarly, (dont ask)
and then i remember about him.

He is hilarious! i have one of his videos..
it is just as funny as Charlie bit my Finger..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEqwKNNQBwc

Sun And Moon= Eclipse

*Spoiler Alert!If you haven't read Eclipse, this would ruin the whole book!

The twilight series is the awesome-ness eve, so im on the third book as you can see.!
I was told that the book gets worst as by the series!
but for me, it was the total opposite, i'm laughing at the stupid things Edward and Jacob does!
My grandma even thought i was talking to a friend!
Breaking Dawn is next and it has 700 pages, which i think i would be done by the end of April!

I dont know if you can see it.

If you can't see it..
It says: Will you kiss me,Jacob?
Bella:"Kiss me,Jacob,Kiss me and then come back"

There is another kissing Scene before this one.Where Jacob forces a kiss on Bella!
I was so pissed to find out that he kissed her, cause i ask my friends.
They all told me that they won't.
You can't imagine how upset i was, when they told me no!

Then, to find out that they had a kissing scene, NOT ONE
But TWO! is OMG!I can't even explain the feeling.
I can't wait till Eclipse comes out!Just skip new moon and
film Eclipse!

Memories from way back!

SCENE 1

I was talking to Misha on Msn the other day..
And she told me about how different hidayah is from her little group!
which lead to other memories!

I remember Sec 2, Hidayah and I were like walking home buddies!
Yea, she is totally different from when she is with those 3 girls
I remember one time, i almost got hit by a car, because i was to lazy to wait for
the green man.

So, there was a car coming and you know how impatience Singapore drivers are
when your a slow walker and like the red man has come on
and your still not across the street?
Well, the little fucker honked at me
because he was in a hurry to turn and i was blocking him!

Anyway, She and i laughed it off..though i was still in embarrassment!

SCENE 2

The other thing i remember is Fahmy was my biggest enemy!
I haven't had any fights with guys since sec 2!

I remember he anti me and i anti him..
Now, we are like friends,
and when we talk,
we talk normally and
not every words is criticizing one another!

SCENE 3

The last thing i remember is!
Misha big secret!totally kidding!
The five of us, Shikin,Misha, ME, Song Chen and Eng Hock!
it was fun, i dont how we ended up joining table but i knew,
i was a very unlucky person that year!
I always sat beside Kaylyn!

Misha and Shikin were the only ones that i could talk too.
And Ms Loong was a meanie!She won't let us switch places
though, everyone did!
Song chen was upset too, cause Eng Hock was like his PIC!
and he sat all the way in front..

We would always be asked by our teachers why is there a row
at the back, and you could see that i was culprit! since i sat in the middle of the five!

Ms Wang would always turn off the fan and lights
and people would go turn it on!haha, and i would
tell her i was sweating like a PIG, though
i don't think PIG sweat at all!

SCENE 4

THE ONE THING,EVERYONE HAS TO REMEMBER was the chair prank!
Song chen and friends decided to test it on me first!
it didnt even look like it was broken, till you sat down!
and omg, i was so embarassed but all i could do was laugh it off..
The other people who were pranked were, Katlyn,BK and Amirah
i dont know if there was anymore..

But,Amirah didnt take it in well and thus that chair was broken into
two.So, it won't bring anymore tears!
Stupid Song Chen with the stupid Idea..

But it were all great memories!

The Twilight Hottie

I'm on the third twilight book!
"Eclipse"
New moon was awesome!
Fell in love with Jacob..
So, i wished that Bella would love Jacob then Edward!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmUHhxL0dm0-->Watch this tyra show..
It is so freaking hilarious!

So, THIS IS TAYLOR LAUTNER!
EVERYONE SCREAM!!!!


Taylor Lautner has a killer smile that makes my heart meltz!!
and along with that killer smile, is his freakishly hot body!

He is way way hotter than Misha's ZAC EFRON!!
But he has one thing in common with zac efron!
he got a girlfriend!Name : Sara Hicks!
or maybe they broke up..

There is a link below!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nlqXJihbULE

I so wish to like talk to him, and ask him what he likes and everything,
just have a day to spend with him!
he is so much hotter than the Jo Bros
The Jonas Brothers are outdated!
That just my opinion!

If, i could meet/date Taylor Lautner for a day!
I would take him on a stroll down by the beach..
Romantic what!
Workout together, ask him to show off his karate moves!*Aww, Faint*
Then,beat him at guitar hero..haha!
Lastly, Go swimming!
What a joy it would really be..
But only a dream!

A girl can dream, ok!
But, where is my Prince charming!
When New Moon airs, he would show-up!Fosure!:)

Ps:Misha, zac efron is a fake.He is a clone of Chace Crawford!

I can't wait for the New Moon Movie to come out!

Winter is Endiing!

I got to make this a quicky because i have to study for a history test
i have on thursday on freaking WAR WORLD 1..

My marks are like so awesome, not to brag or anything
-have a freaking 90 in tech
-have a 74 in stupid civis
-79 in history which is really bad
-and 88 in math, i could have gotten a 95 for it though!
aiya!!!

Winter is ending, thank the lord..
means that i can wear shorts!

Going to Toronto for the March Break!

Today, Watched the guys try-out for basketball..
They were so awesome!
My running teacher thought maybe i was watching it because of the guys!
But, i was watching it because of my friend's bf..
and because i love basketball too!!

A NEW SKIN!

Omg, i took an hour and a half to do this blog skin..
I got tired of looking at blog skins that people made..
thought i tired my own..
It was easier than i thought, because i actually did try to make my own.
But, fail countless time..
Finally i manage to get it!
Phew!

So, tomorrow, we have WEST FEST!
Which means i'm off to Ottawa!..(:
Excited! Winter is almost over, and dad is coming home soon..
Means food from Singapore..

I have 3 MORE MONTHS LEFT Till i get on that plane!

Then, it is time to PARTY!

I Want to watch Slumdog Millionaire..They won 8 grammys i think!so must be a great movie..

Yesterday, we had a buy-out, and i got to watch my very first hockey game "LIVE".
Teachers vs Graduating Students..
Students won. I left before the game end..And it was 13-5..

LASTLY, Eminem Is back, love his new song "crack a bottle".

OUTDOOR SKATING!

MOST RANDOMIEST POST!

Valentine's day was an ok day!
spent my weekend at Harindar's, would have like to be in Singapore,
get REALLY HIGH!

I have to wear glasses..
and i don't really know what to pick!
i think i have decided on a yellow/brown, i look dumb in glasses!..argh!

Have been watching Passchendaele and Pearl Harbor!
They are so sad, well, it is basically about war,
so obviously it is sad.

But, like the guy in Pearl Harbor is a hottie!

Anyway, It was PINK DAY today!
so everyone had to wear pink..
it is like racial harmony day!

We had to dress in pink because, some kid got beat up for being himself!
like what the crap!
I miss wearing uniforms!
I miss my friends

I have to make a karaoke lyrics for technology and im doing Africa, Stuck and Summertime!

I hope i got the volunteer at the hospital!

I wish summer came quicker, but went by slowly!

My mum's a bitch

You, the annoying person

Anyway, there is something that is annoying me,someone who claims..
that everyone is in love with her!
Like seriously, get over yourself..nobody likes you..

and please stop harassing my friends, i know, they are way smarter than you,
like your smart too, but it is your fault that you didn't get in!
stop dissing them, and go work hard!you can only blame yourself for your wrong doing..
Being jealous wont lead you anywhere..

Please stop the self-pity!nobody wants to listen to them.GOD! go tell it to someone who cares.
well, actually,nobody cares..and your right nobody can understand how you feel, nobody wants too!AND!you smell of weed and alcohol..I can smell it from far away.Being drunk and high won't even get you anywhere..

Stop using people,by telling them you got no money, when you can buy your weed and alcohol, and telling them you would pay them back!including me!im not your resource centre.Im your friend, not your mother or your sister.

Soon, im not gonna talk to you, and neither are my friends..so you better change your attitude, cause when i do get mad, OHHH, girl, your in for it!

Lastly,Your pictures on facebook are fugly,nobody wants to see your fats, you should take them down,before someone reports you of showing to much skin!haha..

Fabuloous Feb.NOT!

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING DAILY!

my castle is crap..really crappy..
doesnt even look like a castle..it totally reminds me of rolie poli olie..

the cupboard is suppose to be an antique Chinese cupboard,
but the length of it, it is just to wide, to be a cupboard..
so im going to say it is a bed..
im sure a bed is a furniture.

next i have to make is a record player..and olden day record player..spend one hour to find the details to it!It is so tough to make..i dont know if i will be able to make it..
i hope i can design it..

A new semester

I suppose to be doing my history homework
but i'm have no mood after crying for like 15minutes on and off..
I was busy watching Bull Fighting and I'm at the part where Mike He breaks off with Hebe Tian because he wants to help his father's company.

Even though, he loves Hebe, he still agree to marry some other girl!OMG, and the way he like tells her he doesn't love her, is so heart-breaking and cruel..I think i cried even more than she did!
I can't believe she didn't chase after him when he stopped hugging her..I wanted to scream at her..ARGH!

Anyway, Semester 2 is like one of the worst semesters i ever had!Why?
First period, my class is on 3rd, when im sleepy i dont feel like climbing up the stairs and nicely to have math earlier in the morning.NOT MY CUP OF TEA!The most sad thing is i sit right in front of the teacher and i dont have any friend in that class.:(

Period 2, worst worst most hated class..I have a crazy teacher and that not the worst part, this is..I sitted next to the door by myself, if you weren't in that class, you would have thought, i was a talkative girl who couldn't sit beside anyone.Like seriously,right and left and front no one..
only behind..sad right!I'm the only one!The class is full of snotty people, and i dont even know what is going on in that class.

Period 3, i walk in and the teacher is like are you suppose to be in this class and im like yes.Then i notice my crush is in the same class with me..WOOOT!
Things i notice about him
-He likes hockey
-somewhat talkative
-Bites his nail..
-bites on his pen
-CUTE!
i know, my chance is here, lucky me,NOT!..i don't know, i kind of like that class, because my so-called friends are in that class..

Period 4, this Jake guy who added me on facebook sits next to me!We still haven't talked, i dont think he has a crush on me since he got a girlfriend, i guess it is a concidence.I got really frusated with the Sketchup software,we have to create a castle..A CASTLE I TELL YOU!..I sighed alot i think he got irrarated!I spent 75mins just creating my pond with a bridge.

I might want to create a scary castle on the outside and like a heaven on the inside!It might take a long time, but it is worth it, im guessing!
Got homework on the first day and i haven't not got any..ARGH!annoying..

You say your a demon and an angel

So, i got a text from sista dear..
and i heard my motha(should i even call her that) is kicking my sista, out of the house because vanz doesn't want to listen to her.

“Children have never been very good at listening to their elders, but they have never failed to imitate them.”

-this is a great quote to prove this situation.She never listens but she wants people to listen to her, wait, no,she force people to listen to her.
There was a quote i heard about taming a lion that somehow relates to this..
or a donkey..

I wish i was with my nessa.. not even a month there, and she is being kicked out again!
oh, my nessa, you are a strong girl.I'm glad i have a sister like ya.

Anyway, i feel that most of my entries are like really emotional.
The world is such a sad place to live, but we gotta to see the bright side of things.
Reading to kill a mocking bird made me see the other side of things.
You gotta to read the book to understand what i mean.

Anyway, to kill my sadness, i been watching Bull fighting, omg, it is interesting.. i didn't think it would be because the guy who acts in why why love, i thought it was boring, so i thought this drama was going to be boring..but i decided to give it a try since Hebe Tian is in it.

well, im going to do some matras and then continue my 3rd episode of Bull fighting.!CYA..
School starts in 30 hours..):

More Time, Means More Me Time

SO, finally examz are over..woot, woot!
but im like so bored right now!
doing nothing but, be emo.
if i were in singapore,
i would be hanging out with nessa
ordering mac, and watching a scary movie.
or hanging out with RYAN,BOB, ZAK?

SO Boys over Flower KOREA!
The first thought about this movie
was UGLY DUDES
but, then i watched the movie.
since im a big fan of Meteor garden.
The only dudes i find attractive is
the two non-main actors.
Xi-men and Mei Zou.
The girl is cute though,
but after watching it, I'm not at episode 4
i find it hilarious but there are some embarrassing
moments which i don't dare to watch,
because it is just to embarrassing!

I wanna see this movie,
i saw the first two ones, and loved it!
i thought it was boring but it
is like twilight.
I watched this first that's how i ended up
liking twilight too!

MSN with Nabilah!

Heidi^dididididi:P says: I'm Superman."
(X)Fedoura says: huh?
Heidi^dididididi:P says: I lost my eye ball though
(X)Fedoura says: huh?
Heidi^dididididi:P says: OH my god i heard about your dog
(X)Fedoura says: i dont have any dog
Heidi^dididididi:P says: pickle
(X)Fedoura says: hm
Heidi^dididididi:P says: My goldfish just died
(X)Fedoura says: aaww so sad
Heidi^dididididi:P says: Did you just lie to me!?
(X)Fedoura says: no i didnt
Heidi^dididididi:P says: How could you?
(X)Fedoura says: yeah right
Heidi^dididididi:P says: I hate you
(X)Fedoura says: okay
Heidi^dididididi:P says: I cannot believe this.
(X)Fedoura says: i cant believe this either
Heidi^dididididi:P says: He said what
(X)Fedoura says: what
Heidi^dididididi:P says: Do you like baby meat?
(X)Fedoura says: no
Heidi^dididididi:P says: Woah, did you just hear that thunder?
(X)Fedoura says: there's no thunder
Heidi^dididididi:P says: Do you like ponies?
(X)Fedoura says: yes
Heidi^dididididi:P says: Remember last night when we did that !
(X)Fedoura says: did what?
Heidi^dididididi:P says: hahah!
Heidi^dididididi:P says: this was funny

so as, you can see i played a trick on nabilah
she thought it was DARCY!
it was funny, at first i thought she wouldn't reply after
the second message but she did!

next person targeted is Misha!
and some other people!
Well, i'm going to watch some show and be BORED!
do some laundry or clean the Kitchen!

Errors,mistakes and lies

I was reading my old posts!
i don't have much, but i like reading them because
they remind me of how childish i was, i still am.

Anyways, I was reading a post about a crush i had at
my work place, and god that was a huge disaster!
I realize I'm really bad at lying, have been for the longest
time.No wonder that Jun Long doesn't believe a word i say.

My posts also had loads of typos and missing words.
Embarrassing man!
i did some correction on them,
so that i would understand myself
in the future.

So, as i was saying, i'm really bad
at keeping my secrets
and the people at my work places
whom i thought were trustworthy
turn out to be frauds!

All back stabbed me,
well, i learn my lesson and that
i can't trust people who gossip.but, i trust
like people i have been with a long time.

The back stabbing still went on,
even when i left, that is how bad the gossip is.
Like, the only person i could trust in the end,
was my ex-crush and Marco.

The ending to the crush story, the future us,
he and i have turn into good friends
still really mischievous towards each other.
We still fight like siblings.
We comfort each other in situation
and I miss bullying him!

Marco on the hand,
i don't know where he is.
Another cool friend,
whom i treasure, but
i think he and i would lost contact.

I think i learnt my lesson,
hopefully, i won't make that mistake again.
but there is a dude in school whom i like,
and i told Harindar only.
Now, like 8 girls know.

Morgan was going to tell him,
but i told no, she might say something
that i might not ever want to say hi to him.
YES, i haven't talked to this guy before.

But, he is really cute, and seem really nice.
But, i want to try and talk to him soon.
Hopefully, he is not done with whatever
he is doing at the Legion,
give me a chance to say something to him!

I made end up wasting the chance.
But, at least, let me admire from far!
that would be good.

Everyone fears it! Dreadful Examz

So, i have a science exam this Monday. Freaking out, because, i haven't really studied for it. The weather part is just plain dumb, because i dont think it helps me in life. I wish he didn't add that to the exam and just made us do a whole project on it.

So i have
-Bio
-Chem
-Physic
-Weather

And guess what i only start reviewing bio.
physic is dumb, never taking that ever ever again! and chem is ok..but weather, i see no point in it!

MONDAY
I'm back from my science.. the paper was easy..but, like since i decided that i wasn't going to study i did really badly! There were questions that i thought weren't going to come out but they did! Idiot!
But, the great part is done with physic forever, i think.PHEW!

Tomorrow,is english! and semester 2 starts in a week! HAPPY MAN!

MY very messy room!
due to studying..

LASTLY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2 ALL MY CHINESE PALS!