A crush named Faiz

How do I describe him..He is a guy I know from young, I keeping on bumping into him in unusual places. Well, the places aren’t really unusual…well; I first met him in kindergarten, which is about 10 years back…then later on I met him at sembawang primary about let see…um…at the age of 10 I transfer out of CCPS and I went to Sembawang Primary and the miracle is that I landed in the same class as him..haha..i still remember him even after 5 years…that means I have a really good memory.haha..so we both graduate from a different class. he went to erm…how do I say it in a good way…to none so clever class…well, I don’t say that I myself am smart..So not seeing him for two years and a half. And then I met him at KFC one day..haha..i haven’t fall for him yet..it was only when I started working with him and I did a lot of naughty tricks on him. Like stealing his drinks or putting tomato sauce in his chilli sauce basket..which I got caught by the manager last week, for doing...People think that I have a crush on him..like this girl called liyana ask me this question if I liked anyone in KFC and I did but it wasn’t him, it was some other guy called Shafiq…haha..before I told her I asked her to guess and she guess that guy…and I told her no. and it was true I hadn’t fallen for him yet..i asked her why she guessed him. she said because we seem really close and I’m always disturbing and I talk to him a lot..then I started to think maybe I do like him you noe…then it started to like him..well, he made me laugh after I was scolded by the manager..We were always next to each other at the counter…but then one day, the manager kinda got angry at us for talking a lot…especially during the freaking rush hour at KFC…She called us the “love birds” but we ain’t one, he doesn’t know that I even like him..after that day, we were never put next to each other…which is kinda sad..but I still have lots of tricks up my sleeves to disturb him..muhahaha.And now we seldom meet at KFC..like this week, I don’t even meet him at all, cause I'm working in the morning or he not working, which I kinda sad about…I had all sort of weird dream about him...


Another guy, named Wan guessed him too…at first, he guessed some other dude…just because he always helping and talking to me.but then that dude left to go work at McDonalds. I said “no” and he was like “oooo” I noe it is "that guy"…I was like no at the same time I was blushing really badly..but I trying to stop myself for giving out that secret if not I will never get on with work without blushing every time I see him face to face..especially, when I’m working at the counter, I will always bump into him..unless, I avoid which Is kinda mean or he just think im weird…ok.. Continuing with my story, Wan was like ya, I know u like him right..so I said "do I have to like someone in KFC, can’t I like someone else"..and he didn’t say anything..but I know deep down inside he knows that I have a crush on the guy he mention he just needs PROOF…the day, he finds out is the day wen I no longer I like him and I’m going to confess to him that I did have a crush on him..But if he did like me back, I will actually be freaking mad at myself..but I will get over it someday when I find Mr right…

But I do think that if I actually confess to him, I may get rejected, or he may accept it and our friendship or I 10 years would have gone down the drain just like that and I don’t want that to happen, cause I enjoy the fun we are having now as friends and I don’t want this small crush to destroy everything…but the problem is that even now as I’m writing this I’m still thinking about him..argh!!! I don’t think he even knows I this crazy about him.

This is the second guy, I been crazy about..argh!!1he not that good-looking bt he is a really nice guy, a real gentleman…other than he mean joke about me tightening my pants…Now he gave me this nickname called “tight pants” meanie…so I call im “Solid figure”..



*Whoever is reading,this post is not really for u to understand...it is best if you don't...actually it is for me to remember..hahaha*