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Yesterday was a Fucked up day,i started the day feeling tired and also i was late for work because i had a PIMPLE CRISIS..ARGH!!!i was tired from like start of work to like twelve then it was a bit busier and i became more focus...haha...I was later in a very good mood..Laughing and teasing Swee Chan that she will have to work till ten and that Person was going to be late..haha..but it turn out that she left the counter first then i did,but i didnt mind...after serving one customer with a smile, he turned up, that when my mood kinda change..but he did talk to me and i forgot that i promise myself i wont talk 2 him..IDOIT. maybe because i was in GAGA LAND when i'm with him..argh!! i dont noe...then later he went out to eat and talked to him and when his friend came out he started ignoring me..i didnt mind but then this like pretty girl came he like totally ignore..i know he didnt mean too..but i was really upset,so i just left without saying goodbye..i know it is freaking rude..but i was already very sad...

2moro he decided not to turn up because he has to help his mum..i guess it is a good thing then i won't have to be heartbroken andi can like focus and wont dream off to gaga land...

At Night,I sat down to help my mom with her accounts and i decided to tell her about wad my manager said to me today...then i told the manager that my mom said the same thing..and my mom got mad at me, when i told her what i said to my manager..so i decided to keep quiet..it seems that everytime i try to tell her something i think was positive, she turns it into something negative..It hurts me badlly deep down inside..it like my words are all negative when it goes into her head...U guys must be thinking why do tell her stuff when the outcome is always so negative..well, because my sister is not a very good-listening ear..and i find it hard to be telling my brother this stuff and my friends, they really understand me because i have been seperated from them..if not they wud know wad to do..I MISS THEM DEARLY..Shamini has been a great friend so far..a very good-listening ear..my love bible gave me some good advice but it wasnt enough..i still needed more..

so i guess im kinda lucky that i have so many friends if not i be a mad woman by now...haha...