the last one..

well, the truth is finally out..and his answer to me was "he doesnt like me,he treats me as he good friend."and guess wad he likes liyana my good friend..i couldnt believe my ears.but,i knew it..everytime,she plays with him i tell her that he likes her..and i guess i cursed myself..and i was the last one to know AGAIN!!!

i told her,that he is a nice guy and that she should go out with him because another guys have broken her heart and i noe he would treat her good..i made her promise me that she wont be lovey dovey with him in front of me and think about going out with him.Since,many girls had busted him,she could his first who didnt.but,she was afriad he wud to her.So,i made him promise me he would stay true to her.

i just have to get on with life..hopefully, i can forget about this.When,i got home,i couldnt sleep..the scene kept on playing in my head over and over again.Things are going to change after this and i think it has started..she didnt come today for the meeting and she promise me she would..i do everything to made her happy..i didnt even force her to come home with me because i didnt wanna spoil her fun..but,she couldnt keep her promise as to come to the meeting..which upset me alot..i feel betrayed..but whatever..i guess friends come go.

I needed her the most yesterday on the way home..and she like totally ignore my msg..i dont noe what to think now..my heart is bleeding in pain..i wanna scream,cry and stab my heart..so i cant feel this hurt anymore.