It seems there is no point having friends because they keep secrets from you. Somehow, I still called them my “friends”.
Friends tend to share their secrets with you and share things with you. But the friends I have are really mean, they want you to tell them your secret and then when you don’t tell them they use it against you or they get mad to try and get you into telling them. The worst part is that they speak in another language and you ask them what they are talking the go or nothing.
That is seriously annoying; it is like I’m their enemy of some sort. They also pass notes to each other and like hiding it between themselves. I ask or I look and then they go or you can’t know. That freaking annoys the hell out of me. Some how these two girls Moe and Rebecca have become so close and like leaves me out of the secret world. They want me to tell them my secret.
So I learnt my lesson, I got one secret that both of them want to know but somehow people won’t tell them. I got my information from sister’s friends. This year, they all change, you have your secret and I have my secret and we don’t share it. I guess it is all because of Moe the new girl. Somehow, she is starting to annoy me with her innocent behavior. She won’t let me copy her homework but tends to want people to give her answer when she does it. She won’t cut the line because I don’t know why.
She use to tell what she shares with Rebecca but that changed. I guess cause people likes telling her secrets and she became proud.
I don’t know what to think now, so now, I just keep quiet and don’t ask any question when they are talking about it, and I try to ignore it, so that they get annoyed when I don’t ask and just keep quiet when they tell me.
I thank the lord for letting me leave them and I so regretted leaving Caroline’s group I should have stick with them and not care about Rebecca needs cause now she got a new friend and she leaves at the corner. Nice friend right. Hopefully, in my new school I would find better friends.
The other thing, which is really annoying, is that when I told them about what happened during work, like a customer scolded me because I forgot to give back her change. Moe told me the nasty thing. She said you work for them so you serve people well. Well, excuse me! It told them, you guys don’t understand how difficult is it to serve people who are so choosy, you can’t possibly expect me to smile the whole time I’m working FYI, I serve customer well. ok. Then, they go but your working for them or they ask me why don’t I quit. Fuckers. So, the next time, they find a part time job I’m going to do the same thing too.
You will never understand the person till you yourself try it. Both of them try to be big shots and want to always be right. So, I can’t wait to leave this freaking country like so badly, so I can be far far away from them. Somehow, I would tell them about this. But, for now, I guess I just have to deal with their shit.
