Ya’ll know what..
I don’t get my feelings at all
Like seriously..
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Can’t I just fucking like 1 guy..
Well, anyway..Lucas..
MYOHMY..
The dude with the gorgeous eyes..
Our eyes always meet when he talks or I talk in geography..
It is really sweet..
But then again,he might be thinking I’m staring at him..
Got that before and I don’t wanna let the guy know that I like him..
Sometime,I catch him looking at me..but who knows he might be looking at
The pretty girl behind me(if there is one)..or my imagination is just running wild again.
Hopefully, this time it won’t be that easy for my secret to get out..
Somehow I can’t even keep my own secret kept inside..
The dude I like always ends up finding out.. Don’t they rite...???
But they find it out from me.. The admirer..
But anyway, he didn’t show up to school today..
Was dolling up to look good for him..but was all crush and wasted
When he didn't show..feel sad and bored..
Bored nah.. wasn’t that much..i’m hoping to get closer to Rebecca..
Hopefully, we would become buds at the end of the semester..
But,I was like really sad..all,I could tell myself was I have to wait 3days to see
Him, his gorgeous eyes and awesome smile.
I Just really hope I cud become closer to him..
My heart sank when he waved goodbye to me on Thursday..
But,I guess he was being friendly..
Argh!!I don’t know.. Too much things to worry about..
1) trying to get hangout friends..
2) Complete 1 tasks..haha..
What was I going to write about..Fuck..i forgot..darn it..i guess im too tired and upset
to think..gtg ya’ll..
hoping my dreams are really sweet tonight..hehe.:)
