i broke up with dear rafae on tuesday which was...on the 5th of June..it was freaking heart breaking ,even though, i broke his heart, i was freaking sad...I tried to be happy the next day but instead i got freaking told off by Jen..neither one of my friends knew how sad i was and neither one of them confort me..and later, Rebecca started critizing me so much..i felt even sadder..it was the worst day of my life..that day, i seriously needed my old friends back to comfort me...
Even after, the break-up i think both of us still had the hearts for each other...That night, we had our drama performance, i saw him looking at me wen i was helping harry tie his tie...haaaa..we got our yearbooks..and i wanted him to sign my yearbook but i was afraid.But the funniest part was wen seth and fadri came up to him and asked him if i signed his yearbook..and when i told seth we brokeup he was shocked cause he didnt know abt it...and about dani and jack, dani and jacob he thought they were still together which was ven funnier...haha...Now Jen tells me "heidi, i think that wasnt the time to break-up with him, because he is still in love with u." well, why didnt i think of that..
Now, i have 2 months to get over him.Because, there is a guy that i have a crush on which is HONEY,caro told me, i'm wasting my time if i think her brother wud ever notice or like me.I with her, but i give it a try, who knows rite??:)Hopefully, my effort won't be wasted.Hopefully, i find another guy who will treat me better than i have been this year.
Now, im freaking mad at Joanna, because she knew that i was rafae's girl and she was freaking flirting with him.i didnt tell her abt the break up.that night wen she found out, i told her ..erm.i dont remember wen we broke up...hahaa..i noe that really mean but she was tooo...
After she found out, she started to sit and be near him all the time..annoying and it kinda makes me jealous...the annoying thing is that everytime she talks abt a subject it always ends up relating to dear rafae..she kinda a copycat whom likes copying Jen alot...like we were talking about how we totally LOVE CHILLI CRAB..Yummmy...jen said "i love crabmeat"she was like i dont like them...and then she goes actually i like the cooked ones, i dont like the raw ones.HELLO,FYI nobody eats raw ones!!!
Such a liar,Joanna!!! i can't believe i actually thought u were my friend...How could i been so dumb...I don't believe you and your liars anymore..Let see next year, if u are not going to join both soccer and basketball like u said u...
I HATE U!!! guess wad, I dont think he will ever like u...And u liking him, if ur trying to not make it noticeable..It is so freaking noticeable..so there is not freaking point for u to pretend or to hide it, because we all noe.