HEARTBROKEN!!

He found out my sercet..this is how he found out...Last thrusday, he told me about my friend telling something..until now, i still havent found out wad the hell..my friend said to him..but i dont really care now..friday,hermy said he knew i like two guys..and he told WaN..but i already told Wan..Then,i some idoit decided to tell Wee ann that whu i like,cause his gf said he is trustworthy..he was, but he kept on saying i will help u tell him..and then wan said i will help u too..since they knew about i decide to tell the whole thing..

The funny thing is that they were so sure that he would say yes..their imagination went freaking wild...seriously..anyway..then came friday,ashik came up to me and said i know whu u like..and he started yelling his name out freaking lound..then the three of them,were like 2moro i will help u tell him..ok..we promise...i was so sure that he wud reject me..and i didnt want him to know cause i willbe treated differently if he found out...Sunday came..i was freaking nervous..just before three,he was left out and i told him..faster count ur money and...he countine my sentence..and..faster leave..5 mintues later,the three of them showed up..i was like i'm died..so i decided to tell them.he left..wee ann started swearing..and i just laughed..now,i regret,i shud have took morning shift so i could stop them from telling him..

but wad is done is done..then i heard the AHHHh sound..and that when he found out i liked him...they said his facial expression was shocked..when i heard that me myself was shock too..but they also said he look kinda happy..haha..but,the sad news came..he wanted to go chalet enjoy first and also wanted to be single for a while...i didnt believe them..i wanted to hear from his mouth..Liyana told me that he got busted his ex..that why he didnt just accept me..at that time..maybe he needs to think..i had to hear this from his mouth too..idah told me that he told her brother that many girl liked him...that also i needed to hear from his mouth..

so today, i decided to tell him..and i just looked at my friend when he was leaving..i was like he going wad shud i do..she was like gogogogogoo...finally she shouted,we cross the road to him.before i ask him this question..he told wee ann something..which i wana noe so badly..seriously...but he would not..anyway i asked him this three question..and it all turn out true..wee ann told me i have to wait 2 weeks...but i told myself is it worth waiting 4 him..he might not even accept me..plus,there could be five girls waiting 4 his answer and i dont think he is going to accept me...but, when i found ou about this i wasnt that sad as i though i wud have..

anyway,now im thinking,when he tap my leg when i walk pass him..what does that mean??was that accidentally or was that he wanted to say something to me..i will nv noe..anyway skool is starting in three days i cant wait..hopefully, i can get my mind off him...for now,i think i just try to think positive..haha