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School started last week, it was like totally boring cause like i not in the freaking same class with anyone i wanted to be with.So i'm kinda mad..Now,i'm kinda ditching joanna and danna because of wad they did last year.haha..i'm a meanie..

anyway,back to the guy i have been cushing on.I found out from Liyana that he freaking hates my attiude just because i wanted to know the question really badly..i was seriosuly acting liek an idoit in front everyone i knew..FUCK..and i also found out that he doesnt like me at all.While, i heard he can't choose been this girl and me..but whatever..well, liyana asked him to come out clean with me..and i think he will this friday..i hope he does cause im going to be freaking angry at him..i already am..this wad im going to say..the words you are telling me,don't hurt no more.cause there is no more space for this hurt to go and hurt me again...then, i will ask him..wad have i done to him that he has to hurt me this badly?

he is afraid that i will get heartbroken by his words...but he doesnt noe that,wadever he is not telling and keeping it sercet from me..is hurting me so bdly..im seriosuly happy that liyana telling me..cause now i noe the truth and when he tells me abt him not liking me i won't cry like an idoit..im trying to move on but that hard cause he is freaking working the same day as me...like friday,saturday and sunday..i was frekaing happy at first but now..argh!!!

Well, i try my best now to forget him..talking to yu nong abt sicky stuff..but t least,it keeps my mind off him..anyway,skool is kinda stressful..and omg there are alot of freaking hot guys..but jade got them first..well,obviously,cause like she so straight-forward.plus,she pretty..so im not suprise by that..