Im stressed Out!!

I'm like so stress out..like seriously..My family is in a crisis..my mum and dad still freaking cant get along ..I'm in the middle of the whole situation..being a very emtionalperson..i cant stand the pain anymore and i think in an depression stage..i dont noe exactly if im in it..but it is just that i get all upset and i cant seem to have fun..though i was kinda laughing alot yesterday..when im in a quiet place,i think about and when I'm in a noisy place, i cant think straight and i get all stressed out.. i dont noe what to do..and hearing that my sista hates my mum i get all hurt inside..though my sista words were right..that my mum had alot of time to spend for this man and she was always to busy to spend time with us..how is that possible..it made me think she right..and i hated her for that..but then i realise deep down inside she is still my mum and i still love her.even though i don't feel the love from her..

though my dad has become a really cool guy because he lets me hang with my friends,HE LETS ME HAVE A PHONE,which i never expect in a million years wud happen to me,lastly,i feel the love from him..But, all of this doesn't make the pain in my heart fade away..i cant stand anymore..i almost broken down in class just now,after spending so much time on a my isometric drawing and it turns out i did it all wrong..

I don't noe how long i can go on with this,i guess i need someone to talk too really badly and can give me some advice to handle this situation..i have Fiona, but i don't wanna talk to her,cause i dont noe,she doesn't really pay attention to wad I'm saying..

I'm trying my best to not think about it to much,but if i sit and day-dream that is the thing which enters my head..now,it seems that i cant love anyone..i don't even noe if i still love my bf..and all my crushes..the love inside me,has just left me..just like that..it seems like i don't noe
the word love anymore...i was crazy over this guy but now as i write i don't think I'm crazy abt him anymore..and i think becoz of this problem..it destroy the love i had in everyone...

My mum did the mst meanest thing by taking away my bank book,and i can't redraw money to spend on myself..but,im going to get it back..no matter what..and then she cut my money to half of what i was getting..i imagine if my dad wasnt on my side..i can believe i wud be living in hell right now..