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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Pissed off

Have you ever had friends who were seriously mean and heartless, well I have friends like that in a way.I guess it kinda of Karma cause I did it to my friends in Grade 5,well, cause I acted like a smartass, that what you get in return for acting like a smartass, Heidi. We had this science lab to do and it was three people in a group and so there were four of us and the two ELS girls. I thought ok, two of us would be together and then two with each other and we would pick one ELS girl to work with us. But, guess what I was so wrong, the three of them picked each other and I was stuck with the two girls. They didn’t really help me at all and I was the only doing everything. I told them, what I thought before and they were like I help you tomorrow ok. I was happy because now at least I have help, how wrong again I was. They totally annoyed me, and when I ask Danna if I could look at her diagrams she was like no.

WHAT THE HELL MAN.. Erm. have you forgotten that I’m your friend here? And I don’t think I ever did that to you. When I told them that it hard working with them, they were like we had to work with them the other time. But they had only one, and wasn’t the only freaking person working with both of them. So I got pissed off. I decide to ask Tung yi and she help me and guess what I ain’t good friends with her and she was nice enough to help me. I like so regretted leaving their group. So during P.E I starting smashing the birdie and they were like why are you so piss, like how dumb can they be. You left me with two people who weren’t helpful at all.

My mum is seriously getting on my nerve, like I can’t stay back at her and come back in peace. She starts nagging at me, hello, I was at school watching a Basketball games and I always do. Guess what, she doesn’t believe me, very dumb. She goes, “I will call the school and ask them”. Well, guess what go ahead I don’t give. I love watching Basketball games, she doesn’t know me, and so she starts saying nonsense, if she knew me better, she would let me watch them. She never use to be like that when I was in the local school, isn’t she suppose to be acting like this when I’m in the local not in a freaking private school!!! Just because, I like being at school and always the last one home doesn’t mean I’m doing stupid things outside. Darcy and Vanessa are boring people who comeback early and I’m not like them. We each are interested in different thing, if she notice, but I guess she” too Busy”. I love sports can’t she see that and I don’t know about Darcy and Vanessa. She never asks me, so how was your game, or bother to come a watch my games. I will make sure that if I go back to Canada and if Isaac, Sam and Ben have any games, I would be there to support them, like a true sister would do or a family member would do.

My Mum is seriously killing me inside; I still love her deeply inside my heart, even though I don’t show it on the outside. She doesn’t even realize it, and she can’t see that our family is falling apart and she still want us to go back to Canada. What Kind of person is she?? Is She going to miss me?, Would She forget me?, I may never know or I would.