A dream i had on friday..
it felt so real!when i woke up i was like omg!i cant believe it was a dream!
the dream was about a guy i like and me!haha
go figure out!haha
anyway,i met his older sister and his younger brother..
but he is the oldest among five of them!
so ya..
the brother had a note written on some electronic device..
but, i didnt get the whole thing..
anyway, their dad was there and they didnt want him to read it and
so they couldn't show me the note again.
but, before we left for his place.
his sister ask me"what did u do to him?"
i didn't get her question!
when i arrived at his place, his mum asked"why is she here?"referring to me
cuz i actually got on her bad side in real life..
i didnt say goodbye to her before leaving his place
and so she got mad!
(back to the dream)
so i was quite upset..
so he came home and he hugged everyone..
and i sat at the table..Thinking to myself i hope he sees me..
he comes over and gives me a hug..
it was a pretty long hug!haha
his mum was thinking to herself "i guess they are closer than i thought they were"
anyway, we wanted to the entrance of his bedroom
and we were going to go in when his mum said we couldnt go in..
then next moment, we were on the couch under the blanket..
and we KISSED!!KISSED!!
the kiss is the one that felt so real!
anyway, the lights went out and he wanted to kiss me again..
but i said "no, we are going to get caught!"
and then the lights came on and my hands are covering my faces.
and i woke up!haha
though, this is great to me, i cudn't stop thinking about it that day!
but, the sad thing is he hasnt reply my msg at all.
it is depressing and i dont know when to call home
and if i wanna call him, i got to wake up at 9 in the morning
as i have a better chance knowing that he is still awake!
but i miss him tons..
and i want to speak with him!
but, maybe he misses me
and decide it is best not to speak to me
cause it might make him sad!
~~argh! i dont know what to think~~
im trying to keep this off my mad
as i get so upset just thinking about him!
I think about you everyday
And oh,how I long to say,"I Love you"
