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Sunday, January 4, 2009

Regrets of the past,but life goes on.

First post of the New year!

School starts in less than a day and how i dread it.
To see the couples kissing,to see happy friends hugging each other and welcoming the new year.
Then, you have me, rushing in to get to first period, with my new hair, wet/dry( i haven't decided yet).

Trying to open my locker, and Harindar comes out smiling at me, and saying Happy New Year.
I think of all my friends back in Singapore, having a great time at school, either making new friends or laughing about what is gonna happen in the future.

The regrets i have, is that,I'm gonna miss Canberra's Sports and Art Fest.Never will ever get to attend it again.The year i would have got to go, my mother made me stay and help her.I should have defy her, and go to it.

Another thing, i would regret is moving to Canada andd having to miss the growing years of friends in Singapore.The Laughter, the break-ups, the excitement,the Sadness and lastly the gossip.

But, the biggest regret is not being able to walk home and go to school with Vanessa.I remember being in primary 1, she wasn't really around, though, we were in the same school.Then she moved to Sembawang Primary , and then i moved to Sembawang Primary when i was in Primary 4.One year, to go home with her.

Then she graduated and went to Yishuntown.When, i graduated from Sembawang Primary she went to CIS, and so i decided Canberra Sec, if not Yishuntown would have been the choice.I moved to CIS, two years later, i thought, maybe i would be in the same school with her.How I was wrong, then i went to high school, a year later, but, never got to go to school with her since she had Co-op.She left for Canada later that year, leaving me in the school for 3months.We got to go to school together in Canada.I only realized how much i needed her, and how she was my best friend.That 6 months, we were tight, i would never forget it, and it would be the last time, i would ever get to walk with her to school.

She has graduated and is moving back to Singapore, for a year.Leaving me in the pot-head country.Which i absolutely despise, deep down in my heart.No one can ever know how i feel till they actually, live the way i did.

How the world can be very unfair.But, everything is just unfair.I was at volunteer and the dogs there were crying, like i was so upset, i wanted to cry, having no love, and being tortured.I would like to love them all and take them home with me but i can't.

I go to the humane society to volunteer.They should have one in Singapore. This means that that they don't put the dogs to sleep even though, there is no space.

Mary,
she is such a cutie,really hyper.
she so strong, that i need to hands and
body weight to stop her from running away.

I dont know these puppies really well.
but, they look cute to me
but, i can't walk them.

These puppies were actually 9.
But, after new years when i went back,
they was only 4 left.
i bet, they would be gone, when i go back
next week.
They are really cute.

Masset, She really hyper, haven't got a chance
to walk her, cause i'm afraid of her.
She is really intimidating and
so i don't know whether, she is just like that or
puts on a show of being fierce.
I realized that, the world should stop letting pet-animals breed,because there are so many out there who wants our love and need us.I haven't been back to the Humane Society for 2 weeks and when i was back there, there were like maybe 9 new dogs there.So many animals, but there are more humans, so why don't consider adopting one.All dogs are cute no matter how old they are.:)