That feeling in me

There is only 5 more days till i get on the Northwest plane with DARCY! Part of me wants to leave and part of me wants to stay. Firstly, cause i have feelings for this one guy, well,actually,i'm to sure myself if i really really have feelings for him. But, i guess when it is time to go, it is time to go.. Time can't stop and so won't growth. i guess it is the same way as dying, when it is time for us to leave this world, we have to go. As, im typing, it feels as if i my heart is being crushed. Cause i feel the pain.

Tuesday
Anyway, my mums has decided to go to family court and wrote a freakishly long letter to the judge, though, i nv saw this letter, i was told it stated alot of horrible/negaitive Nonsense.Maybe some might be true. When, i heard about this, i was eating dinner with Nessa and Afny.The whole thing just ruin my whole mood, luckily i finished eating!I started crying abit, and Nessa was there to comfort me.I dont know what i would do when you graduate!I love you dearly. Then, i just listen to "One step at the time" over and over again being so upset that i was not in reality cause i almost got burned by her cigarette cause i came to close to her.

Wednesday
I got scolded by a women whom i call my mother. I walked out of the house without telling her and she made me miss my bus and so i had to run/walk all the way to sunplaze. I'm not crazy, it is what i call a good workout! It is took me about 20minutes to walk there.while, she was scolding me, i was thinking why does she want to act like my mother when i go out but when Darcy asked her for money, she told him to go ask dad. I mean wtf? anyway, when she scolds me, i tend to laugh/giggle.

What do you guys think of these houses in Canada?

House A

House B

House C
This house was on Sale, but guess wad it is worth HALF A MILLION DOLLAR!
some rich ass person bought it!
I know the outside doesn't look appealing but you show look in the inside.
it is damn gorgeous and it has an indoor swimming pool!
The best part is that it is located next 2 the beach and so you have a nice view of the sunset and rise!

House D
House E